Recently...everything sucked...

I do not know what to post on my blog. I wish I had happy things to post, but I don't because everything pisses the heck out of me. Just this week, when I was returning home from class, I had to sit beside this idiotic bimbo. I was pissed because she was damned exaggerating. I know everyone must be very cautious as there is this Influenza A H1N1 going around. But I tell you, she was damned freaking "kua cheong" ,okay! She used her jacket to cover her nose(maybe she was too poor to get a mask,or a mask might be too ugly for her bimbo-tic face), and stick to the freaking window and looked at me like I was the mother of all muthaf influenza and had to give me her freaking bimbo look so that I would not infect her. Next time take a cab la! Sei kua cheong fan po... KANASAI!
Oh, but when we reach the toll(the bus would still need to travel another 15minutes to reach the bus terminal), she removed her jacket from her blooddie face and took off her jacket. My H1N1 power can not attack within that 15 minutes meh???!!! Stupid bimbo!!

Then, today, I met a Bamboo (guy bimbo - but he was fugly). I was waiting in the car because my sister had to bring her baby to the clinic and there weren't any parking around. Then, this freaking Bamboo was directly facing me(exactly 90 degrees perpendicular to the car). And he honked. OK. Never mind. And he HONKED! AND HONKED! AND HONKED! wtf... In the end, I had to move the car(like 0.001 kilometres to the front). And the best part... HE WAS RIDING A FREAKING MOTORCYCLE!!! Blooddie Bamboo!! Why I always bump into idiots???!!! I am already emo, still want to piss me off!

I don't know what is wrong with me lately. It is torturing enough that he has to be 253km away and only meets him once a month (if I'm lucky). And then, he hangs out with his friends leaving me to wait for him to video call me. And then on the phone, I can hear girls giggling at the back. I don't doubt him but my self-esteem has been an all time low level because of this. I feel upset and moody all the time. I don't have the mood to go out or do anything. Just sit in front of the computer waiting for him to be free. Heck! I even have only 1 meal per day. I can't even have a proper sleep. It sucks.